An emotional Kim Kardashian West is finally opening up about her Paris robbery in a new teaser for Keeping Up With the Kardashians, telling two of her sisters her thoughts at the time: “They’re going to shoot me in the back. There’s no way out. It makes me so upset to think about it.”

In October, Kim was bound, gagged and held at gunpoint inside her hotel room by masked men who then stole all her jewelry and escaped.

Kim’s reaction to the news of husband Kanye West’s hospitalization in November is also captured in the promo. The rapper was admitted to a hospital in November for sleep deprivation and exhaustion after canceling his Saint Pablo tour.

“Don’t scare me, please. What’s going on?” Kim says, crying over the phone. She later explains, “I think he really needs me, and I have to get home.”

That being said, despite their ups and downs, the Kardashians are one resilient clan, even in times of crisis.

“We’re so close,” Kim explains. “We feel each other’s pain.”